The Leaf

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What now –
as it looked around
its job almost done
amongst the colour
of abundant green
it now stood out
in its aging yellow
waiting for that
last gust of wind
to break its bond
and carry it away
from its sunlit perch
to the unfamiliar earth
an inevitable falling
from the highs of life
to meet an end
where it will
sooner or later
turn to dust.
And below thet tree
a broom is heard
as it collects
all the fallen ones
heaped together
a pyre of sorts
slowly burns
as the smoke rises
the greens look down
with smoked teary eyes
and bid farewell
to those that are gone
and tell the wind
to slow down a bit
a mark of respect
to them that were
For the greens
were taught
never to underestimate
even those fallen
yellow ones
as sometimes
if scorned
their burning wrath
can set a fire
that can bring
an entire forest down.
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Vidur
29Nov2015

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Water

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They staggered
under the scorching sun
the hot sand
creeping slowly
into the all terrain
rugged shoes
continuing to burn
the once tender soles
two throats parched
like the walls
of a dried up well
stumbling and falling
hands no longer held
eyes searching
in separate directions
trust departs
when survival
is at stake
two bodies tested
bared to the bone
both succumb
and as they fall
their souls grant
the hallucinating senses
their intrinsic
core defining
last wish
they both smile
at the redemption
of sorts
as she finds water
in a plastic bottle
and he cupped his hands
in a passing spring.
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Vidur
25Nov.2015

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Some Nights

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Artwork by Sebastian Eriksson

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It is just me tonight
Alone,
the future is gone
I made it go.
the pain of the past,
that never let my present change,
today I finally let it go
like a thorn pierced deep
I could feel it, and it hurt
its hurt for so long
somehow I had forgotten
it was not meant to be like this
what should have been
a healing balm
how did it become such a bane
what should have been my smile
how could it have become
this invisible, yet unbearable pain
but tonight is different
for today I changed my tomorrow.
I know it will never be the same again
for today I said a prayer
as I let go of the years of fear,
and cut deep into my flesh
it pained as I reached it
and slowly pulled it out
no emotion, no remorse,
just a little tear as I let it go.
It had been there for so long
yet it was so easy to let go
but something still hurt
I think it was a broken dream
I tried till I could
to keep my eyes shut
and let the dream go on
but the pain never did recede
and when I could take it no more
the eyes opened to the thorn
and at that moment I knew
the dream was forever gone
but tonight is different
tonight there won’t be any dreams
for tonight I know
it’s the darkness I must see through
and if I survive the ghosts of the night
I know tonight will be the night
that forever changed my tomorrows.
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Vidur
20th May,2013

Musings – ‘Words’

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I love words, and I love playing with them,
it is way different than playing with people’s emotions.
Sometimes hiding behind some, and sometimes
putting myself all out through them.

They give me the leeway to sometimes
be the riddle, and sometimes be the answer
…to my own, or even to one posed by another.

Words are always simple, innocent,
with meanings defined, but
we all play with them differently,
and interpret them differently.

The fun is not in the literal meanings, but
in what they seek to convey,
and more importantly – to whom.

Sometimes its a catch,
and sometimes its a miss.
We always don’t manage that,
what was intended to be conveyed.

But then that’s how life is too…
some meanings are lost in translation
and some cliffs learn
to ignore the persistent waves.

Irrespective of the games
that we use words to play,
sometimes its the invisible emotion
that seeks to find a way.

Disguised as a beggar, the king sometimes hides himself,
to know the truth, that his own crown, would otherwise betray.

©Vidur Sahdev 2015

Musings – ‘s a f e’

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Its a wonder how we look
for different things
at different points in our lives,

but the most
repetitive one throughout,
and the most comforting of them all is
looking for that zone where we feel safe.

sometimes its a place,
sometimes a person, and
sometimes we just close our eyes
and open ourselves to a presence, a faith
that magically holds us together.

they say home is where the heart is…
and the heart simply yearns for there,
where it feels safe.

©Vidur Sahdev 2015