The year comes to an end
much like
the years before,

the old calendar falls
and the new one
takes its place,

time ticks
at its pace,

at the psychological change,

i acknowledge the laugh
with what time
me, has taught,

and as time maintains its pace
i, in the moment
take a step back,

to go
through all the calendars
that i’ve been allowed to live,

and pause to marvel
at the deaths
i miraculously managed to survive,

to relish once again
the dates
that were life,

the people
behind those dates,
the days
and those times,

oxygen is so overestimated
for in air
it is only twenty-one percent,

but people
can often be life,

one hundred percent
of that little
twenty-one percent,

a breath is often
as valuable
as the value of those around,

and the earth is a party
of people,
even the stars
don’t get to attend,

time ticks
while i continue
to remain lost in my thoughts,

holding the treasured book
of all
the calendars thus far,

the past generously pops up faces,

like a random
jack in the box,

some were lessons that only
could’ve taught,

some i hammer down
some i keep in my heart,

and some will remain there
till my time
eventually comes,

some i know will continue
into the far beyond,

the year comes to an end
much like
many before,

after painstakingly
sifting all its gold,
i release the old,

and when i look
at what i got collected
over time’s generous
though relentless tick tocks,

i think i got enough,

it may not seem to be much
but it shines as if it were,

enough –

to go home with a smile,

pour myself some wine,

light myself a warm fire
to counter this winter cold,

on a nail
that has so far
stood the test of time,

a new
blank calendar,

and allow time to mark
the dates that might be,

the only way it does –

one at a time,

tick-tock, tick-tock,
tick-tock, tick-tock.

Β© vidursahdev 2022


15 thoughts on “Of Dates and Calendars

    1. Yes! A landmark birthday for sure, and you make ours worthy by sharing your reflections and thoughts. Age becomes an inconsequential number if life is lived without adequate reflection upon the how, why and what. Socrates’s quote on the same has always found resonance with me, and you have been a wonderful inspiration much in tune with all that. πŸ™‚β€οΈπŸ™

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      1. Bless your heart. And yes, age Is just a number. I still feel 40 something inside. Still physically strong as well. Honestly, I think a lot of aging is in the head. But that remains to be seen! I always reserve the right to be wrong πŸ˜‰
        Thanks for your kindness, as always, Vidur. I truly appreciate you. πŸ™πŸ’“

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  1. It is mid-February, and haven’t heard much from you lately. I understand! It must be around your birthday time – so happy birthday in advance! Hoping all is well in your world, Vidur! πŸ™πŸ½πŸ’—

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    1. So good to receive these wishes from you! πŸ€— Thank you, Bela. Pisces, you remembered! March 4th…. trying to march forth too.

      Yes, have been on a silent phase…. enjoying this too. All is well, thanks. Hope all good with you too.πŸ™‚

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      1. It is, thanks, Vidur! OK, I’m going to log your birthday into my calendar! 😝 glad to hear you’re OK. Lots going on planetarily right now and with the stars. Pisces is getting challenged particularly. Ride the waves and you will definitely cruise into shore! Sending you blessings! πŸ™πŸ’“

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      2. Your blessings received with utmost gratitude and affection. πŸ€—πŸ™

        Yes, a lot going on in the skies, the funny thing is don’t know whether am heading towards the shore, or further away from it, but at sea too always feels like home. The dots in the sky do often tease it to raise some overzealous waves, but then that is proof of the energy that exists… between them, us, and all else that exists…the invisible bond.

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